10.6.10-10.7.10
it’s about living with intention.
CREATE: wrote out the lyrics to ‘claire’ one of my very first songs. this song was inspired by a character in the book ‘observatory mansions’ which was assigned in one of my favorite college classes, but which we never actually had time to read in the class. so i read it post graduation, just when i had started writing music. this song, out of all the tunes from my first year of writing, is an example of where i was headed as a lyricist. writing out the lyrics gave me a renewed appreciation for this song. i plan to re-record it with bob this winter. 
also wrote out lyrics for ‘allycia’. this song is harder for me to write because it is very autobiographical. often, like with claire, i take ideas from books, or npr pieces, or dreams and then let my imagination carry me into that world. i find it easier to write in this way. when a song is tied to an actual person or experience in my life i feel a responsibility to respect the reality of the characters and situation and this sometimes takes the magic out of telling the story. that said, the character in this song is someone who appears in my dreams often and who i miss really unlike anyone else in my life and so i believe the song will write itself…it just may take longer than other more imaginative pieces.
SING: dan, the owner of ‘cafe royale’ where i gigged a month ago and where i have a sort of residency over the next few months, connected me to violin player, emily palen:
she came over on thursday and played along with recordings of ‘darling, please’ ‘lonely little doll’ and then we played together on my new song ‘swimming in sin’. oh, how it felt to finally hear my songs with violin; especially ‘darling please’ which was written as much for the violin as for my voice. she is a sexy, smart, and passionately talented woman. we connected not just musically, but as women, which is almost equally as important. we’ll meet again next week.
it feels like the world is aligning to connect me with other creative, passionate, musical women and i am so thankful; emily is a harbinger of a future of feminine collaboration to come.
PLAY: revisited ‘young hippolyta’ and ‘eva and i’ on piano and ended up totally revamping both of them. this is exciting because it makes the songs fresh again and because it feels like they are not stale stagnant works, but rather, they are growing and changing beings, just like me. and they will continue to grow and change with me. by altering the chords and melody, i will protect myself from falling into a rut with these songs. the only downside is, i need to YET AGAIN rewrite the charts. i swear, i need an intern to transpose and write out my charts.
IN THE CITY: went to a birthday dinner for my friend linda at ‘cafe gratitude’
what an incredible place. i have never thought much about a raw food diet, but i will say that there was something about the food there that felt so nourishing. even the key lime pie, post 10pm felt right in my body. the appetizer plate was exactly how i like to eat (spreads and little bites of different things) and filled me up without feeling heavy. i also tried the ‘grateful bowl’ which is a mixture of beans and kale and rice and which is their ‘donation based dish’, ie: you give what you can for it and it helps support those who can’t afford it, eat nutritiously.
if only there was a cafe gratitude in every low income neighborhood in every city in every country of the world.
as a testament to the virtues of this place, check out the trailer for the movie ‘may i be frank’ edited by linda’s friend who i met last night. wow: http://mayibefrankmovie.com/
READ: an article in ‘psychology today’ (my magazine subscription gift to myself…magazines are the best gifts because they keep on giving and they’re usually totally affordable).
studies show that simply looking at a fast food logo or thinking about fast food causes people to become impatient, anxious, and wiling to accept smaller paychecks: http://bit.ly/aGkr4X
another reason we need more ‘cafe gratitudes’.
IN MY BODY: took a disappointing yoga class at ‘the yoga garden’. i’ve loved the other two classes i’ve taken there, but this teacher was lackluster. sure i feel stretched out, but i found myself looking at the clock every five minutes at 10 minutes in. se la vie…
EXCITING THINGS: i’ve decided to make my concert on oct 20th a ‘salon’ benefit for ‘streetwise stories’: http://www.streetside.org/index.htm featuring molly mceachen, mana maddy, and me! more to come…
LISTEN: i got nellie mckay’s most recent cd (in actual cd form!), ‘home sweet mobile home’ in the mail. while it doesn’t (yet) move me like ‘pretty little head’ and ‘get away from me’, i continue to be inspired by her abundant creative expression. the album has a caribbean feel to it which doesn’t appeal to me, but it is obvious that she needed to write this music and she does it well. nellie mckay is a multi-faceted artistic genius. she plays piano, organ, marimba, ukulele, saxophone, clarinet, cello, and a synthesizer on the album and she even painted the cover of the cd jacket. it doesn’t matter that her painting may not be of the highest caliber, it works because it is hers and as a fan, i want to see all sides of her creative expression.





















